I literally want to scream!!! I hate my life and I hate that I’m allowing a man to treat me so bitter but I am too insecure to leave him. I just want to love myself and have someone love me and not just stick around bc I am convenient for them. It’s not love anymore and it’s driving me nuts I am not strong enough to leave this toxic ass relationship!!!! Also I miss my mom and she’s gonna be gone for 2 years April 17th I’m so sad someone please kill me thank u